life in Singapore

The thought of writing a book has been wondering on my mind for sometime, finally i had the idea ( while lying on my bed)...

gonna write on some serious shit about this country...the people.... the system....and hopefully weave it into an enjoyable & readable expeirence.....mmmm...got some sort of time line done and the ending sorted out....and also....the way to say it....mmmm

sounds a little interesting but now i need to sit and get down on it....HUH...I never really read on any book about writing a book, cos i am afraid it might erode the originality....and hope i don't get stuck half --way.....i think a good idea would be to write a few hundred words each day....may be a rough sketch on the story might help, i think... and slowly elaborating on each topic....wooo sounds hard man...but well we will try....hey, any comments...if you may...but don't send any good luck comments...do that in your mind...

well wish me luck cos i will sure need it....and

had a drinking session and didn't manage to go to work today....feels real shitty...the hangover and not being able to go to work...guilty...

Had a good piss up session with the boys from the office, good KTV session singing Better Man and some other crapy songs which i can't sing but shout...the boys were good (paid for most of the drinks)...

they invited me to join their corporate sales department...which apparently is in a mess....I can see that...told them i'll give it a thought....or did i say a shot....fuck all the promises after booze...man.... gotta honour my word now...first to know what i said

getting along with them...that thrills me....i do really want to see myself getting closer with THEM.....to see how loyal i will be and how much i can tolerate....and vice versa...

anyway the hangover sucked like a bitch...i just can't drink anymore....felt really bad...should just stick to wine...

AND by the way Tammy has been sent for counselling by her school....wonder if the counsellor have had sex before.....mobile phones and nude pics have become a hot topic in schools...

heard that discipline masters are going around schools picking phones to see if they can find nude pics and apparently there are many....

now i wonder which discipline master is gonna be caught for transferring them into his or her phone....

SO SENSATIONAL, guess what....
a ploytechnic girl having sex with her own boufriend....and this have been captured as video on her mobile by herself and the mobile stolen and the incriminating video published on the net...on singapore forums and blogs.

Everyone having a fucking jolly good time over this girl having sex with her boyfriend...video...man unbelievable pricks....

now they know her school her name (Tammy), and apparently she gave a blowy as well and which is against the singapore fucking law....unatural sex...you can be jailed...

and now talk is going on about wanting to expel her....she should be ashamed of herself for doing this and doing that and some are saying she should have remained as a virgin....till marriage...

and some are saying the boy wore a condom and they can't clearly see which whole he entered and should he be incriminated as well...all this for a 10 min video....

also the person who stole it and published it must be seriously shitting in his or her pants cos you can't put up porno up in singapore....and now all the blogs and fourums have taken every incriminating pictures off just to be on the safe side....cos they don't want to be doing time with the couple...

FUCKING DICKHEADS....she looked hot anyway...apparently a cheerleader..ought to look good and boys go for that ...

Now i don't understand why all this fuss over sex....all this nitwits got no life but to cramp other peoples life and make it hell for them just because they can't have it.....fucking dogs....

there are some serious investigations going on which might jeopardise the poor couples future...shallow dickheads and with great taboo minds....Now you see where i live.....

this presence is divine....the music progressive trance, amazing.....
life's load lifted ...and humour injected... by helly(read piss).....beer by the side ..affordable...and tasty....mmm and A surprising sale at work....

sometime i really wonder, i am LUCKY...
got the gadet working fairly well..the speakers, just got to move'm to the room so i can blast them speakers.

I'm reading J grisham...the last juror, fellow has really learnt how to pace his books and inject humour more nowadays...good on him.Still looking for FF(Forsyth)'s the biafra story, can't seem to locate it anywhere in the local libraries,,,damn...

got to stop using profane language. cos i heard someone with 12...(couldn't remember to spell it in words) kids complain about language on blogs these days...so he wants to literally block them...so better mind my lingo or make sure use some where only adults know what it means.... damn.

the best books i have read...so far Stalingrad and papillion(thanx to Tom...on the ferry from Ko Tarutoa to Ko Li Pei, hope he got drunk with the tequila) hehe plasted that aussie dude.

How sometimes life can be so scooby doo suck a doo we don't know
the trenches we fall into , the darkness we face
the silent thoughts of of our own mind,,,,killing us...
torturing the living daylights...we try and we try to
escape...escape from all the torments of life....pemeating all at once....sometimes only in the mind....
Never...in most times...do we realise the beauty we had...the beauty we have and the beauty we
expirence.....WHY...have you ever wondered why....
i've got no idea too,

.... but i am expirencing it the most human way...
there was a lucky draw over at the telco co. i work and i wanted to win the speakers and someone else did,,,and guess what i bought it......yeah yeah no money but i'm paying later...50 bucks and now i'm listen to awesome trance....mmmmmmm.....
and there goes.... someone wrote about romancing Thailand or romance in Thailand mmmmmmm life is to be lived....have a good time matey...
and for the person whom i can't be of assistance for the dics burning
sorry....hope you have done it cos...i don't have a clue....or maybe ...this one help ....if you are burning for the 1st time do you have a CD burner in the 1st place...if not get one then do it...hehehe.

CHILL OUT,
This was a day in histroy, which took place in Chicago, during the 30's.When Al Capone gunned down some of his rivals.

And here i am, No Money(haven't got paid yet)
No Honey(never made an effort for a chick yet)
No Valentine's Day ( but to work... fuck... life sucks,

... but it does feel good telling everyone on my blog, how much it sucks.
Anyway, did some great things , like going for prayers to make myself feel alot better. I do feel alot better now.
However, remember i said i was stood up, it was not by anyone else, but my mother. She did arrive but she did it early, instead of the prearranged time...(God please make my mother sane again).

Glad that i managed to book some tennis games with my colleague, on Wed and Thurs, i seriously think excersie will do me good, got to get back into shape.used to have a washboard, don't laugh...now there's a arrrhh, will get it back....and soon.
Today since it's V day, not all chinese are bad,i guess it's just that they don't know someone and they behave the way they behave, proberly the nurses dropped them when they were babies...and hence such EQ.

The other important thing is that the fuckers have stopped digging for gold behind my apartment ,i guess they have covered the hole with some high tech gizmos to find out what i write on my blog....wankers.
Thank god,,,,no fucking noise anymore.
Anyway, have a good V day and Please do have one for me as well....and Make Love not Babies...unless you want them....cioa.

If you people have read my blog yesterday would know how i feel....
but now knowing that i knew the guy who jumped makes me feel even worst,
i knew the guy from school days we were in the same gang....but lost touch after a few years.....he was into drugs...he just got released from prison a few months ago(1 mth)...and proberbly had no money...so the snatch....and i drove him to do that..i wish i had gone upstairs to catch him...i would have spoken to him...i know he would have listen to me....i was their gang leader then...now this fuck feeling ohhh man shit...
...my friends went for his funneral today...some of the old buddies.....lucky i didn't....or i wouldn't know how to react......i just heard the news from one of the boys....
Why can't the fucking singapore authorities have some sort of assimilation programme for people like him who get out of prison...after 7 years...this fucking country's civil service and others know only to pay themselves high salaries...but no way they know how to do things....no fucking brainers...like the fucking chinese cop i encountered who only wanted my particulars but not the chinese guys who witnessed it as well....pariahs i say...true blue pariahs....

I don't know why it had to happen to me....
i was supposed to be somewhere else but i got stood up.... and
there i was coming back home feeling shitty, and there was a scream...
a lady screaming and then shouting help me....so i went across the other block which was covered and there i saw her lying on the floor trying to put on her bra and trying to make a call on her mobile, shoes off and i asked her what happened and she said that a guy( i don't want to mention race here) attacked her and she pointed the way he went...and i walked towards the direction and saw two guys and asked them where he went....in my mind i was thinking she got molested and i was pissed that it's happening around my hood...the guys pointed to a guy walking about fifty metres away, he was wearing a black shirt and a black shorts and i kind of gave chase and he ran thru the blocks and i followed not too close.... i was afraid, thinking he might have a knife or something....while running i shouted i know this place so well you can never get away....(but he did).....as i follwed and it was only me chasing him...i picked up a broom stick from the bin, just in case...if there was confrontation....then he ran up one of the blocks....this particular block has only one staircase...so he took the lift and as i approached the block there were a few guys standing there....... i told them what had happened and
we called the police from there... to inform them and we waited below ...blocking the staircase and the lift,
i told the guys, if he's living there he will be caught by the cops...and the cops took some time to come .....we did notice that the guy was lurking on top,near the stair case, we saw his hands on the rail... so we knew he did not live there, he was pretty much cornered.... before long some guys who knew the girl came around and one of the guy went upstairs with two of the guys from below, i stayed back, with another three....then i heard it....
the sound of someone scream...this time it was him, the guy i gave chase....the sound of something breaking air and then the thud......
He jumped.........why did the fucker do it.... man.....the feeling i felt..... the question i was asking...WHY...Why Me....the guys saw him on the latch about to jump...they told him don't..and to think of his family....and damn.........he still did it....the cops came and took our statements...later i realised he wanted to steal her mobile.....
and there i was thinking.....trying to explain the would have, could have and should haves.....and still doing....why

Some fuck shit took place today,,,,, as i read the papers.
This fuck cuntry is getting some brains afterall.

There was this supervisor who got the boot, cos he covered up alittle for one of his employees( a genuine mistake, not for money)
and guess what he got the boot too, and, my.... my, the rest of the crew, about 29 of them walked out as well in this bread company,
....so no bread for people in singapore....at least from that particular brand.

Wow such things are unusual in this fucking country, but it happened and boy i'm glad.....finally some true unionism and camad...arhhh fuck communist or comrade spirit, wonderful to know, these bastards can muster it, somehow deep down they are humans afterall with some emotions....
Anyway gonna shave bald on friday....kinda of a prayer thing and i'm balding.... arh... no snickering... i know it will make me look good,,,,,and cool....

And for all the Muslims out there enuf is enuf the point have been proven.... back to work....i think people know and understand your grieviences....so stop this shit......the world can't come begging.....

AArrhhh,,,all these fuckers out there are travelling except me.

I wanted to go to Cambodia, to see my temples...the ones i left behind long time ago after building,
Now i hear some fucker named pol pot had it all mined and people can't walk around the place free...that son of a bitch,

yeah anyway i wanted to go there and here i am stuck in this fuck country, can't even afford beer,,,,bastards....i had this plan of going to siem reap then busing it to bangkok then partying there for a night and heading down to ko samui....mmmm awsome place( a must go in life)this feb...
but guess what no fucking money...arhhh nevermind, i'll try again in March perhaps...and see if i can go across to Malaysia with the money i have saved...

mmmmmm now i really wanted to write about the racial mix and the integration of this fuck society in Singapore...getting alot of thoughts but penning them has to be nice or these fuckers would put me away...so till then,,,,i'll think about my trip and head to fucking work....
AND DON"T THINK I SYMPATHISE WITH BOMBERS,just the people & their woman