If you people have read my blog yesterday would know how i feel....
but now knowing that i knew the guy who jumped makes me feel even worst,
i knew the guy from school days we were in the same gang....but lost touch after a few years.....he was into drugs...he just got released from prison a few months ago(1 mth)...and proberbly had no money...so the snatch....and i drove him to do that..i wish i had gone upstairs to catch him...i would have spoken to him...i know he would have listen to me....i was their gang leader then...now this fuck feeling ohhh man shit...
...my friends went for his funneral today...some of the old buddies.....lucky i didn't....or i wouldn't know how to react......i just heard the news from one of the boys....
Why can't the fucking singapore authorities have some sort of assimilation programme for people like him who get out of prison...after 7 years...this fucking country's civil service and others know only to pay themselves high salaries...but no way they know how to do things....no fucking brainers...like the fucking chinese cop i encountered who only wanted my particulars but not the chinese guys who witnessed it as well....pariahs i say...true blue pariahs....