he died a lonely death...i knew, when i read the papers...the death occured in my place...and i suspected i might know him...and tonite as i walked back home a friend told me that it was an old acquaintance i knew...he died a lonely death and a sad one too...
no one knew he was dead cos he was living alone and usually brings friends for a drink to his place but unfortunately, no one knew that he was dead and sitting on the sofa, body decomposed for almost a week..till the stench got so bad and neighbours complained and the cops arrived to break the door down....maggots everywhere...
shit this really sucks..... to get bad news...and having a bad day at work..no sales.
I till today just don't want to be a statistic in the world...someone without any significance....it really troubles me how people live sometimes without a goal and any role...i am just scared now wondering where my life is heading...not really in top direction...but i hope things change and i start doing productive things...for one i want to make sure i write the book...to get it published in two years times that's the time i've given myself...
and to all of you out there...start to belong and know that you do belong somewhere....and appreciate it....
now this fucker bush is rambbling about all the terrorism he stopped in iraq...after about 100,000 or more iraqis have died....what is CNN coming to...
